I'm too lazy to type
anyway, those are pictures of my thailand trip

it was good. i mean, boy, i never lived in a service apartment with private pool whereby the pool is at your balcony.
went there mainly to visit the company i collaborate with.
had a rather serious meeting with them in their meeting room

anyway, food there is cheap and good
and i kinda miss that pizza too


today was interim 1.
i'm so tired
i love presentations
they so rock. rock big time

anyway, my mum just gave me another present.
i think this is my christmas present. my handphone is my birthday present.
it's a sembonia wallet. quite shock about her choice. but it's from my mum so i'll treasure it.
it's quite sweet actually. although... um... nvm. purple and has a metal butterfly with a few diamontes encrusted.


tomorrow my whole family will be leaving home at 7am. they will be back on friday
so home alone for me.

this means, buying my meals, boiling water, washing clothes, watering the flowers, etc etc.

i loathe the state of my room now
extremely untidy
but i can't be bothered now
really very tired


ok, i wanna rest now
bye people

i am in school
in a frigging human fridge
typing away
and staring at a lifeless electronic screen
with little flickering lights and buzzing sounds
that human call the computer

the human fridge
is places in my school
where they blast the aircon real high
and make us get in and out of it through matric cards
and whenever the door closes,
it bangs real hard

it would be great if..
i've got a hot cuppa in one hand
and probably a chicken stew in the other

i can't believe i woke up frigging early to enter torture zone on my own accord
i can't believe i didn't read my email

sigh

i am doing and gonna do finish my work

my back kinda ache
and my head was very pain yest

fyp doesn't seem to rock
but i love it cause i know after this phase,
i'll be freeeeeee
for just a few months and i gotta work and all

alright.
back to work

i feel odd about something
but oh wells
shan't dwell on it.

ok, i will really start doing my work now.
(:

Tomorrow, alas, no lessons, no classes.

Alright.
I'll spend tomorrow wisely

anyway, i'm feeling REALLY full right now
like seriously, i feel overfed

on top of my chicken rice was like a fish all to myself, a bowl of soup and a plate of vegetables.

it's really very filling.
i mean, 1 packet of chicken rice is enough to fill me
3 additional sides are just too much for me to handle


my phone is creepy
it keeps lighting up as though there's an incoming msg/ call but there isn't
and it lights up on its own

i REALLY didn't touch it


I shall go do some work now


i keep thinking about what my mum told me over the dinner table
it's not bothering me
but it's been on my mind


i ever wonder
if i'll find someone i love
someone i really really love


i am having a jetsetting year end

flying off on the 25th to 28th
and on the 3rd week of Dec

i'll be alone from 8th Dec till the end of that week
cause everyone will be off the shores of SG

my calender is filled with reminders, to-dos, IMPORTANT!, birthdays and special dates


i love the air of christmas
i love to know this year is drawing to a close
i love to know that this christmas would be so fantastic


this christmas, i'll probably try making truffles and christmas pudding

not sure yet
have been wanting to make truffles for a pretty long time
i thought about the flavours already

bye world!

sunday.
cooling as can be.

i really love how the weather condition is right now
it's a little damp but well, really cooling and not chilly


i had a nice chicken chop topped off with barbeque sauce and onions accompanied with cheesy pasta salad and cooked broccolis and carrots for dinner.
how yummy.


i'm in totally no mood for work. i really feel like taking a good night's rest or just laze on the couch watching the telly or maybe take a stroll somewhere quiet.

i don't know.

i just feel like doing something else than work
it's a really bad thought i must not entertain
:/

tomorrow's a new block
which means new timetable
which also means additional lesson

events

oh boy

how i hate the ring of it
it spells tiredness and additional work
on the contrary, stress brings drive which might help motivate in my fyp

it's shiqi's birthday today
wanted to wish her at like 11.59. haha. instead of being the first to wish why not just be the last?


the onion smell is still lingering in my mouth ://///



mum's not back from her dinner yet
and dad was SUPER hilarious just now
he walked out with a bolster in his hand
and his hair out-of-the-bed
it was as though he sleep walked


why do i miss the taste of nachos with cheese so much?
anyway i'm gonna get my hair cut soon
let me give you a snippet


what do you think?
:D
yay or nay?


back to reality
back to work.
bye!

I was reading my older entries
and i realised


i broke up with D for approx 1 and a half years.


i realised we quarelled 70% of the time
but i realised i really felt very pampered too
at the same time, i was dependent
and fatter
and abit prettier (i feel)
was on bad terms with ______
and wrote alot more of my true feelings



this blog has been here for 5 years.
lots of stories to be read
but i'll keep them private


ok, i'll REALLY sleep now
bye bye

19
countdown baby
apparel design and merc - tp
CHRISTIAN
s'porean
loves silence, great sceneries, outdoors, beach and hi teas

-curtsey-