hello major project
i'm gonna conquer you

oh yes i will i will.

tickets to taiwan and to bkk are all booked.
accomodation in the process of booking.
have found a couple of fantastic deals.
all my lobangs are my secrets. will reveal if i am pleased with my stay. lol

alrights.

had company dinner on sunday at kbox (cineleisure)
monday, my awesome dad drove me to take photos of the photoshoot site.
well, my efforts were wasted cause in the end the shoot was done at punggol but not the area i suggested.
felt that i wasted time. but it's ok. at least i got to spend time with daddy, talking about his old days at punggol and the jetty he used to swim in.

my dad is AWESOME
:D

Had ajisen last friday with bestie before going for youth.



Clar Clar is BACK!!! but only for 1 month.
I wonder how long he's gonna be gone again.

I used to tell myself I think I love the sea ALOT
I like the feeling of standing at the shore and just peering over the horizons.
I love the feeling of being on a small canoe, kayak or boat and peddling slowly across.
I love huge cruise and liners and speedboats too

but I can't imagine being away for months on a huge ship
where everyday I am surrounded with water. It'ld be great if my close friends and family are with me. If not, I would feel alone in a big ocean.
I will feel that I am visiting thousands of sea creatures home each day
but my home, is far far away
and my song will be "Sail me home"

Kbox and Kbuffet with G.A
CNY celebration 2010
First try at karaoke and first time having super sweet yu sheng










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i am not one who expresses my thoughts out front
to people i feel no connection with

just came back from company dinner
at cineleisure kbox
its my virgin attempt to karaoke

its not really my thing i have to say
thou i sang quite alot

my tummy hurts now
can't believe this morning i was rolling in bed in pain
ouch much
thank God i got better before going church

i'm breathless
i'm tired
i'm worried sick
i'm stressed

i wonder why at such a time my heart is also wrenching, my finances dipping

all will be fine
i know it will be

for now, i'll keep my feelings to myself
if u're my soulmate, u'll feel how i feel now or understand how i am now

i;ll stop here.
good night.

xoxo,
pearl

Chocolates are love
i have to have one like everyday

anyway, my mum got 2 boxes of chocolates from chocolate lab at Wheelock



honestly, its not worth it
they have unique chocolates and all but the quality of the chocolate...
i surely can't say its good

it doesn't melt in my mouth the way i thought it would
i thought it would be very smooth, full of flavour, rich, a sinful yet satisfying gastronomical experience
nvm about that

today, bestie and I went to get some materials for our store model
and after that, we stopped for Macs
our mid-afternoon tea ended up pretty filling



i have changed the layout of my room to fit what i am currently building in my room

i kinda shifted the bed to the side of my room, freeing up space for work
saying about my room, i think my room is like in a colour scheme of strawberry chocolate, a theme of sweet hotel escapade
its not really me actually


i shall do something about my little nest some day.

btw, i chanced upon this blog which i MUST share
valeriesoh.blogspot.com

the blogger is trying to be another rumi from fashiontoast.com.
but, she did it so badly
she just gotta blame if on her not so perfect figure and bad fashion sense

shall go sleeo

xoxo,
pearl

feeling really tired

haven't really slept well
:(


i was thinking to myself about how amazing it is to meet back some people you thought disappeared or will never reappear again in your life.

the feeling is surreal, awesome, indescribably nice


anyw, today i went back to school after days of slogging at home. i finally came up with collaterals i am more pleased with.
-pats my shoulder-

and aft looking at them i can't help but exclaim "i went a big round, trying to explore different designs but in the end, i chose my very first idea.
:/


how i wish i had all the time in the world to make stuffed chicken, baked macaroni and crumble pie.
currently in love with this program called sugar rush.

it's totally love

u see, i am more of a sweet than savoury person
ok, i wanna go sleeeep
shan't upload photos today

xoxo,
pearl

sign.

i think i am having like mild depression
seriously

i can just tear when little things go wrong
like chilli spilled or potatoes turning bad


i don't know if i'm stressed or not
cause i don't really feel much pressure
but somehow i feel so breathless about everything happening around me

trying to be a better sunday school teacher
trying to be a better art teacher
trying to be a better student by coming on time
trying to be a more understanding person and daughter

i am trying so hard
but i am slowly feeling breathless


too many changes and with workload and commitments

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this is the 2nd time i've encouraged someone who liked me to win someone else's heart
it's a feeling, maybe you might never experience
the feeling is odd
especially this time round
i wonder why i did not get angry when i realise you cheated my feelings
i wonder what made me so forgiving



xoxo,
pearl

19
countdown baby
apparel design and merc - tp
CHRISTIAN
s'porean
loves silence, great sceneries, outdoors, beach and hi teas

-curtsey-