Tuesday, September 14, 2004 @ 1:24 pm
sorry.. i m srry.. it's all my fault.. *sob*
<#2 if u seriously think tt u r not in the wrong..think again siaa..its lyk..ur opp person (for all i noe) doted u lyk siao lorx...wat r u still not contented abt? kae..u r alwaes sayin tt we r pushin all the blames to u...and sayin tt we dunnoe anythg abt ur situation..pls lorxx..come on mann..if u ownself cant keep to the rite track..sae so sia..coz u so totally cannot keep to it...think..He gaf u brains and mind of ur own to thinkkk...ppl sae thgs for a reason..at least consider those words said..and stop complain when u got it all...{[ni hai ai wo ma..wo yi zhi hao xiang wen ni zhe ju hua..]}>
this^ thingy here.. i copy frm ah ma de blog.. i juz feel tt this is indirectly saying me.. ah ma.. i'm not blaming u or anythg lke tt.. i juz feel tt.. u r rite.. i mean.. i haven't been treasuring the one tt luv me so much.. now to think of it.. i feel it's all my fault.. *sob*.. haiz.. but frankly speaking.. u say until beri mean.. & i think u were rather blunt.. haha.. but it's ok lar.. it's time for me to wake up & go back onto the rite track.. actually hor.. erm.. nth.. i guess i'll not rite it here.. 2dae still feeling abit weak.. haha.. & somemre didn't go sch..thinking back abt the past makes me cry.. man.. i haven't been treasuring the things i ought to treasure.. i noe it's useless to cry over spilled milk.. let bygones be bygones.. all i can do now is treasure my bao bei.. bao bei srry.. i thonk i haven't been good to u.. i dunnoe y.. but.. i juz feel this way.. i admit sometimes i go offtrack.. it's my fault.. i push the blame saying is tt ppl dun understand me.. instead of thinking wad i had done.. it all started out wif me.. haiz.. srry.. u gave me all tt u could.. but i nv was contented.. yup.. i was in the wrong all along.. srry my bao bei.. i juz hope i can make it up.. 4give me.. k?.. *sob* .. my fault.. it's ok to admit one's mistakes i guess.. um.. glad tt 2mr i can go to sch.. yest was living hell for me.. i nearly fainted dunnoe how many times.. & i couldn't walk properly.. i felt cold den suddenly very hot.. den the next thg i noe.. i collapse.. haiz.. den later.. i break into cold sweat.. & see thgs blurishly.. haiz.. it was terrible.. 2dae better le.. aft drinking the dehydrated salt.. um.. feels great.. haha.. i think i stop here.. i hate it when my mum nags.. it's awful to the ears.. haiz.. one more thg b4 i end.. i was juz wondering whether i m really stupid.. i juz feel tt i m.. haha.. abit lame hor.. budden my mum's lke indirectly saying me stupid.. haiz.. juz bcoz my chi is not gd doesn't mean i'm stupid..but maybe i m.. wadeva.. hu cares.. stupid stupid lor.. stupid no good meh?.. haha
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