Saturday, November 13, 2004 @ 6:31 pm
sian..
weather :cloudy
i'm feeling :bored & weird
um.. kinda sian now.. it's all over.. sad sad sia.. i tot i could handle this kinda stuff easily.. but i was wrong.. totally wrong.. haiz.. now tt it's over.. i need to move on.. no point crying over spilled milk.. and on top of tt.. the milk was spilled by me.. let bygones be bygones.. um.. now.. i am juz wondering wad i'm gonna do wif the rest of my hols.. maybe take up some classes.. on medicure and pedi cure.. today suppose to meet ah ma at 1pm.. bishan mrt station.. but i guess i'll not be meeting her bah.. sometimes.. how i wish i was 18.. my mum would be more relax on me by then.. she sticks her nose into everythg i do.. frm my clothes to relationship.. haiz.. sian lar.. i bought a green bare back.. and she was not happy.. and even said tt i m now more daring and all those nonsense.. i do hope she'll juz stay out of my affairs.. can be irritating at times.. toking to adriel now.. he seems fine.. glad tt he's alright.. well i dunnoe wad to do for the rest of my aftnoon.. stone all day?? i guess i'll haf to find somethg to do.. or i'll go bongcus.. haha.. all my frends ard me seems to be working.. oh yah.. i haf not check the appealing results.. if i did not get into com C.. i won't blame God for not fulfilling my prayers.. He noes wad's best for me.. well.. i seem to be toking alot of crap todae.. haha.. kinda moody.. lartargic.. and i juz feel tt todae is a weird day.. i m not use to not calling him dear.. haiz.. actually i hope tt we'll still keep in touch.. and when we are older.. i may consider gg steady wif him again.. he's not tt bad u see.. at least i noe he loves me.. haha.. i think i'll end here.. need to sort out some thgs.. haha..
silent drama}
