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me.. m sian.. dam sian.. super sian.. haiz.. dun wanna tink abt my results.. dun wanna cry.. wanna b strong.. wanna b cool.. but i cant.. haiz.. my results really m tooo sucky.. i cant tolerate liao.. haiz.. why why why.. ??????
haiz.. i studied soooo hard lehz.. i soooooo saddd.. i wanna cry.. but i wanna b strong too.. so i m not gonna cry.. hu saes gals r weak mann.. i wun cry.. and i dun wan to.. haiz.. my chi 50+.. my bio fail.. my e maths oso fail.. even if fail by tt little bit it's still a failure.. haiz.. to me.. at least a pass lor.. not A1 or anythg.. the standard is v low ler lor.. haiz.. y liddat.. really ask myself why.. issit tt i m not hardworking enuff.. or issit the method i use to study is wrong.. wad is it?.. haiz.. sad.. really hopeless.. tried my best.. the feeling of trying ur best buy still fail is really terrible.. haiz.. feel lke giving up.. totally.. haiz..
the results came as a big big shock to me.. the first paper was chi.. i gt a big shock.. far below expectations.. i juz froze when i saw the results.. but tried to remain calm.. dun look shock or anythg.. but deep inside.. i too shock.. dunno wad to do sia.. haha.. den it was e maths.. tt was oso a big shock.. to cathi too.. she started whining.. i juz kept v silent.. den bio papers came.. i nearly fainted.. tooooo shock.. coz i failed.. damn damn.. was gonna die at tt spot.. lucky for me.. did not get all my papers at one go.. or else i wld haf died.. of heart attack.. too shock.. lolz.. dun wanna tink abt my results.. keep telling myself ah ma, ay, sy dey studied v hard too and dey did not get the results dey wanted.. and i noe how dey feel.. a sense a failure.. haiz.. i noe their results oso not wad dey expected.. but i dunno why.. i juz keep feeling tt their results r gd.. haiz.. dunno wad m i tinking.. haiz.. dun tink lerr lar..
juz wanna go to china and enjoy myself.. need to buy for dap,ay,sy,hf,peanut,cher,hy,ah liu,bikini,bboon,boon,js,issac,zyang,amelia,aaron,clarissa... actually some of them i wun buy for dem de larrs.. haha.. gg to 'jiu zai gou' and chengdu.. cOoL arhx?.. hahax.. gonna b fun bahhz.. shopping.. eating.. senaries.. blah blah blah.. tt's wad i wan mann.. hahaz.. juz pray tt everythg wld go smoothly..
got drill pract on 2,6,10,17,22,23 june for squad 7.. consider v little liao.. but actually i dun tink it's enuff lorr.. haiz.. but i'm lke so busy and stuff lor.. haiz.. dunno lar.. gonna keep fit this june.. workouts on my flabby thighs, arms, and alps.. um.. gonna b FIT NOT FAT.. haha..
end here! -wink wink-
he ask me out
whoo hoo
so glad
but
i dun gif a dam
haha
coz i dun lke him
lolx.. lame!
