its me
i'm back
haizz
i dunno wad to say.. i really wonder why u dun wanna tell me ur true feelings towards me.. if u lke me.. juz say would ya.. stop hesitatiting.. i'm gettin fed-up. i dun wanna think abt u anymre anywae. i wanna get u out of my life. but it's hard. cuz i see u daily. i dun understand y i had a mini crush on U. u haf alwaes been out of the pic. i nv tot of lkeing u. argh. U. it's u tt i've got a crush. i'm gettin u outta my life. haiz..
do u noe. dere's another u out dere. he's 1 year younger than u. he's quite cute. i dun haf a crush on him or wad. is juz tt i somehow realises his presense everytime he's arnd. k. it's hard to explain. i admit. i had nv wanted to be wif u. i nv eva tot of being ur gurlfrend and so.. i didn't tink tt far. but i came to realise u lked me. but u juz didn't sae. u didn't wanna sae. and i dunno wad's wrong wif u. haiz. u're really timid. but i dun wanna tink abt u anymre. cuz dere are some thgs tt i shld tell u. but i didn't tell u. it's abt Him. yepp. i hope u understand. dere's nth between us. really. he's 1 year younger than u. um.. and he's really fun to be wif. as u noe, he has a crush on me. only a crush. tt's all. nth between us. really.
hais
it's u. dumby. come to ur senses wld ya. be bold. and juz tell me wad u feel towards me. cuz u're lke so contradicting. i'm really confuse. u dun wanna say u lke me. u tell ur frends abt me and how much u lke me. but u dun wanna tell me anythg abt how u feel towards me. i'm confuse. really confuse. i'm lke stuck in the mid of a big ocean wondering where to swim ashore.
i noe u wld wonder if i lke Him. well... it's up to u to guess. lolx. *evil*. nah. it's better this way tt u dunno anythg abt it. lolx. bleahs. i wanna concentrate on my studies anywae. dun wanna get into a relationship. it's still tooooo early.
i lurve.
MYSELF.
lolx
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