argh....... i hate it.. i hate everythg
i hate it.. i hate it.. i hate everythg.. i hate my life lke tt.. i feel so dotx.. hais.. DCs suck even more.. argh.. everythg is bongcus.. hais.. tell me.. why am i feeling lke tt.. hais.. really stressed up with sch work, exams and my own probs. my parents dun kaire abt me le.. sometymes i feel tt dey fang qi me in their hearts.. hais.. look at my bro.. in JC.. gg NS soon.. he is good in his studies, sports and practically everythg.. haiss.. hw abt me.. call me a BIMBO! look at my results.. my sports.. my music.. i'm nt gd at any.. haiss.. my cousins.. frm RI, Hwa Chong JC, RJC and many other good schools.. i'm lacking behind.. way behind.. my results really suck.. i'm really worried.. i've tried my best.. haiss.. & sometymes i juz dun get the results.. arghhhhhhh.. i really wished i m no longer here.. taking exams soon. having to do shitty revisions.. for common tests and the big Os.. taking O chi tis yr.. sucky mann.. haiss.. really dun wanna continue such a life.. can someone tell me how to get out of it..
these days.. keep having DC.. having to face chan mali chan.. someone i dun wanna face.. i still got 1 mre day to go.. wanna noe how it feels?.. juz pei me go.. sit dere for 2 whole hours.. rotting with either homework or revising my books.. mann.. if u dunno wad is boredom.. i highly encourage u to try.. juz once.. juz once.. haiss.. imagine.. i kena 6 days.. cool?.. yea.. of cuz.. so cool.. it made me drive BONGCUS.. NUTS.. TOTALLY CRAZY.. ABSOULUTLY OUTTA MY MIND.. FREAKKKKOOOO.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. AHHHHHH AHHHHH..
i can't stand this anymre.. u r driving me mad.. -bursts out crying-.. i hate everythg tt's gg on.. i wan to take a break..
she.. i tot tt she'll trust me.. but she didn't.. y wld she rather tell others than me.. y him and her.. not me.. argh.. life's crashing down on me.. she is someone i tot i could call frend.. but i guess she's nt as frend as i tot.. haiss.. y do tis to me.. i can't take this anymre.. i'm lacking of lurve mann.. the loveless me.. school has lost it's meaning.. life has lost its goals.. love has been lost.. not from the world.. but frm me.. i lacking of lurve mann.. parental lurve and everythg bah.. haiss.. dun wanna think of the sad sad thgs.. i wanna look on the bright side of life..
i m not an ah lian.. i dun wanna be an ah lian.. y is it tt so many ppl associate me with ah lian.. m i really one..?.. my eyes is small.. and i look dao.. some ppl call me dao kia.. but.. i'm born liddat.. wad can i do.. haiss.. small eyes = dao but not = ah lian.. kaes?.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.. everythg drives me crazy..
i'm breathless.. cuz everythg's crushing down on me.. i can take this anymre.. i still has my goal to be a fashion designer and an entreprenuer.. i wan to become a businesswoman.. but.. i'm... on.. the.. edge of.....
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