its a sunny yellow banana day.. do the cow-ca-licious banana way.. lols. wadeva.. 2dae's mood was not bad though.. yupp.. but when i read Someone's blog.. i felt tt wad she said was not exactly true.. abt the GB thg.. cuz i noe alot of ppl wanna quit.. yah.. but some ppl haf their own reasons.. while others say is cuz ms lim quit tt's y.. i mean.. dere r surely some hu cuz their frends wanna quit then dey quit.. but some others is cuz of their own reasons.. some haf even had the tot of quiting for a dam long time.. yupp..
hais.. it's not good to think too much sometimes.. haiss.. sometimes it's cuz i tink too much.. i 'hai' myself.. it's cuz i think too much.. i started to develope low self esteem.. causing me to feel tt i suck.. yahh.. haiss.. sometimes i think i got depression.. cuz esp aft thinking too much.. i'll feel very sad.. and very.. discourage and lousy.. i dunno why i'll think in this manner.. it's juz so weird.. it doesn't match wif the old me.. totally.. haiss.. wad's happening to the me.. i wan the old me.. tt's much happier.. haiss.. besides.. there're some very personal thgs abt myself tt made me feel worse.. i dun wanna say.. cuz very 'bu fang bian' and oso very.. um.. unbelievable?.. i wanna change back to the old me.. but i can't.. i juz can't.. -cries-.. i feel hopeless.. dere r juz some thgs abt me.. tt i dunno how to tell even my own parents.. i feel really hopeless
-whimpers silently-
my gb fortnight card.. is.. chio!.. the chioest of the chioest.. it's worst than dam tissue paper.. it's dam.. tattered.. and TORN.. as in TORN to PIECES.. lols.. and ms chin was lke.. jaw-drop.. eyes wide open.. she cant believe it too.. and michelle and ms chin was saying tt my washing machine was a turbo washing machine.. lols.. cool.. good brand mahh.. no lar.. lols.. haisss..
I VERY SIAN LEHHHHH!!!!!
