whimpering softly under my last breath.....
just wrote to my dear nu er, alicia a testi. yea. it's ok if no one celebrates my bdae wif me. it's the heart tt counts. juz wish me a simple happie bdae wud do. yeap. and i noe both alicia & ibu [daphne] can't mke it.. so.. yepp. it's ok.
happiness seems to be written o'er the faces of many of my frends. i feel happie for them. live life happily bah my frends. juz glad tt most of u found ur mr-right? lols. ibu, sometimes how i wish tt u and papa can meet up mre often. sometimes i feel sad for the 2 of u. although i noe i shudn't be so mean as to say tt u 2 are so pathetic. but i'm glad tt the 2 of u seems to be quite fine and steady. keep it up bahs ibu. ibu and papa MUST be happie. lols.
life seems to be jam-packed wif so many events these days. so sian. and sku's mking my life mre miserable. i just wan a little mre freedom. i just wanna breathe. everythg seems to be tying me dwn. i juz feel lke.... breaking dwn. no matter how strong i appear on the outside, i noe i'm still weak on the inside. please help me o Lord. i need ur help.
hais. life seems horrible. especially this month. it seemed just way horrible. wad i wan is just a little mre freedom for me to breathe. hais. sad, grief is all i can say tt is overwhelming me rite now. just wanna break loose frm.. EVERYTHG!
arghhhhhhhhhhhh. T.T rejection. sadness. loneliness. unfairness. get away frm me. i just wan a normal but nice life......
