um.. EXCUSE ME?
aft reading MANY ppl's blogs, i realised tt u're being too sensitive. dudette, it's not u i'm refering. it's another gurl--- let's call her U
i tink maybe U din read it properly or tt U's really refering to someone else. i mean, seriously, you[U] can read it for urself. she said she wasn't refering to you[U], y den get so worked up. u dun need to lie, it's kinda obvious when u said bout the her not being a good christian and stuff. hey, firstly, she ain't toking bout u, so pls get facts rite b4 directing at her. u're the MEANEST. addition to this, NOBODY'S PERFECT! c'mon, she's not anywher near an angel, den, r u? y muz u always be mean to her. i tink this may be the reason why she's feeling awful n find it hard to approach u.
i'm not implying my meanest on u, i'm not. plz dun get me wrong. i'm juz speaking a fact, a truth and smthg hw i really feel. pls GET UR FACTS RITE FIRST!
anyw, today's photo taking. MANN, IT WAS SOO FUN!!! 4I gurls wud totally agree wif me. WE'RE THE CLASS OF CAMWHORES. no no, it's the gurls who ARE CAMWHORES!!! whoo. i lurve 4I gals to bits. i hope we'll haf much memories of this yr. i hope everyone wud miss each other. i hope we'll still contact.
and yes, HE'S REALLY CUTE. *drools*
GUYS R SO NOT! but, my class guys r gettin better by the day. today was really farni. everyone was dam vain. and i mean EVERYONE! it's lke xiuan pin n gang were styling their hair wif wax n stuff. everyone was asking for mirrors, styling their hair, combing their hair, n for gals, we're blotting oil off our faces, combing out ponytail, looking at out fringes n squealing at the slightest untidiness. n i was luffing away. farni peeps. n i'm glad the guys cooperated wif us when taking photos. we took 2 class photos. one at the stairs. one at the field wherby we did a 4I sign. the guys were hafing fun too. they did ask y we're taking photos under the big orange sun at firx [sissy vains. lols. jk] but they cooperated wif us when ms seh it wud look nicer n stuff. n we took thousands of photos using cathi's digicam. wenjie was nice. he agreed to take another photo for the camwhore-- 4I gals. wees. n he even said if we can tink of somemre poses or wher to take, juz tell him n he'll take mre shots for us. whoo. so nice of him. n cathi was lke,' i told u, i told u. he's so much nicer than mr.white.' n i juz giggled.
aft tt, went bck to class. felt realy bored. den mamas returned my msg n said she was in class. yippy. finally, someone to pei me. i nearly slept in 4I. at 4H, i was chasing ppl around, provoking sihao n jie yong, hitting them real hard on their backs, going arnd wif this pink highlighter n stuff. hahs. n poor jieyong had 2 strokes of pink highlighter on his shirt. sorry. anyw, he doodled some pink ink on my face. tho i manage to wipe it off. n i chased sihao arnd. for he took my bag. n i did mess up 4H classrm a little. sorry 4H peeps. so sorry. but rest assure, i din step on any chairs or tables:D
n regarding THAT matter, i'm still unsure whether it's true or not. am i the her? or is it lke was sihao said, dun listen to them n tt all this is juz nah nah nah crap. *shrugs* i really dunno. honestly, i do not even feel anythg towards him. at most a stint. well i duno..... argh. some thgs r so uncomprehendable. nvm.
i'm experiencing mood swings these days. he's not been there for lke 5 days? usually he goes there everyday. n now, i too haf been avoiding ther. i purposely avoided tt area, tho i really wanted to go there. *sign* gosh. not seeing him was smth i felt really diff. as tho smth's lacking. but i'm quite glad i manage to see him aft sch. juz caught a few glimpse.
i miss him so much
but yet, when i saw him i chose to avoid reality.
oddness. weird. karma. smthg bout dist, or maybe time?
shrug all those off my mind. my focus: studies. n, of cuz God. time to draw closer to God. no mre nonsense, time to get my focus rite.
i'm tired. dead beat. enuff of typing. zZz
