i'm juz stressed out. argh. i wish not elborate on this. gg for my organ class today, and i'm SUPERLY DUPERLY STRESSED wif my organ too. cuz i've not done tao ze's ai wo hai shi ta piece. it's suppose to be part of my exam piece.
*sign* i'm feeling weird these days. kinda stressed n not in my rite mind. i juz tell myself to keep my smile on n juz look good. phototaking was quite fun. 4 integ girls rawk, n i mean juz the gurls. we were taking hundreds of photos in the toilet n practically anywher we went. it was really fun. n i'm thrilled to see my class gurls bond.
Gurls rawk, boys drool.
i need to get to topshop sm day. n i need to buy sm shorts. hais. i'm in no mood to go shopping. though ther're sm thgs i need urgently. mann, i'm juz not in high-spirits.
tt thg's not bothering me. bt it has mde me change. for the bad? *shrugs* well, i kept diao-ing THEM. dude wud understand wad i mean. i'm avoiding them, but they juz dun seem to get further frm me. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! get FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
SHUT UP! U'RE MKING ME FREAKINGLY PISSED OFF!!! *fumes*n i noe, i gotta forgive smone. matthew was praying b4 youth strted n i was shocked tt he prayed smthg bout grudges n forgiveness. yes, it's hard to forgive n forget. everytime i see him, i wud grit my teeth n i wud feel tt strong dislke rising within. i noe it's time to let it go. i'm still learning to forgive him. n i noe, it's gonna be HARD.
i'm not hafing a gud week. tink it's time for me to do my organ stuff.
*sign* *sign* *sign*sometimes i feel tt ppl juz dun understand each other... it's time to mature n comprehend wad sensitivity is about.it's usually ur love ones, the ones u treasure the most tt hurts u the deepest. therefore, i do not take ur care n love towards me seriously.i wish i had the freedom to express..... my deepest true self
