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Wednesday, July 19, 2006 @ 8:28 pm
picking from a fall
whao. common test 2 is gonna be over sooooo soon. my gudness. i mean, it's so fast n it's less than 100 days to O'lvls. gosh. stress!!!

anyw, i can't wait to see hu'll be wif hu for dining etiquette. lol. aft hearing all those guy-ask-gal-to-be-partner conversations, i can't help but feel impatient to noe the results. lols.

so far, only zy ask me to be his partner. cuz' we're kinda lke gud frends n he feels comfortable wif me. but i duno whether or not to be his partner. cuz i'm waiting for my prince charming to hand me a red rose, kneel down on his knees n say," will you be my partner?" lol. tt's crap. no, tt's skubalone. haha. well, i guess i'm juz trying to give myself an excuse to....... nvm. nxt topic.

someone revealed in his blog about me. n i read it today. whao. i mean... lol. i din't noe he.... tinks of me this way. *blushes* haha. smtimes i tink the tests that i do lke tickle tests are quite true. n for some reason, why do guys always tink tt girls wif big bright eyes are cute or pretty? n y do sm girls go gaga over small eyed guys? umm... law of physics, opposite attracts. hahaha.

beauty is in the eye of its beholder. i dun perceive beauty as wad the naked eye sees. tt's juz a pretty face, i wud say. true beauty lies within. it's about the radiance n the cheer in the person's character tt brings forth the beauty. cuz those pretty features can only satisfy a person temporarily. yea, so dun focus on those external features. shine forth from within n let tt charisma be the attraction? lols.

he has small eyes*

hees. my biggest regret wud be my small eyes. n my height. if only i'm 1.68m. whao. perfect. lol. wait, i juz said about true beauty... so i shud wan charisma. haha. no luh. jk. i'm wonderfully made by God:D

ah. i dun understand y smtimes he gives me the feeling he lkes me. n wheneva i tink of it, i get those goosebumps. the tot gives me shudders n it's really gross luh. eww.. no no. but ok, lke wad cher said today it's rumours tt smtimes draws two tgt. n smhow, um.. i feel lke... um... i duno. wadeva. i believe that he doesn't lke me even if rumours say so or if my intuition tells me so. i believe it not.

lols.

lunch at pizza hut was fun. me, cher and sy had a hearty luff. n the whole pizza hut can practically hear us. gosh. but the pizzas are really fulling n yummy. hawaiian cheesy lava crust pizza n bbq chicken pan pizza. yumma-licious!

i've learnt to not be jealous. n i learn to share joy wif others. i learn to take thgs easy n not be sucha perfectionist. in wadeva i do, i always wanna be the best. n when i can't reach it, i despair. now tt i ponder over thgs n sort thgs out, i decide to go easy on sm thgs. lol. seriously, i'm still waiting for smthg i find almost impossible to happen.

i'm stuck between two Us. both passé. wait, one's passé, one's not. nvm bout it. i catagorise them in this fashion. haha.

i juz wanna get bck on track, refocus n maybe throw wadeva tts left of the past behind. i guess, time is short.
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