i feel so much lke calling u a damn WUSS or a broken wrist or a pouf or wadeva mean names tt come into my mind. but, i guess u're not any.
i seriously duno wher to strt. i doubted those wurds u said. i refuse to believe them. m i just living in my own lil' world of denial or have wad i tot for long come to past?
-shrugs-
i hope u'll gonna be honest with me. i'm gonna talk it out wif u this fri. cuz talking it out over sm technological communicator ain't gonna bring out wad i truly feel. juz for ur info, 55% of the meaning of wad u wanna get across comes frm ur body language. so if tt's the case, i shall let u understand how i feel by talking it out in ur face. i'm not gonna raise my brows or twitch them in a sarcarstic manner, but i'm gonna look at u in the eye, in tt penetrating-thru-u-way n SLAP u right across ur face n let u UNDERSTAND FOR PETE'S SAKE THE IMPORTANCE OF WAD I WANNA GET ACROSS!!!!
NONCHALENCE.
*sign*
i dun see how much of u wanting me to get online. see ur nonchalence. juz LOOK AT IT! mann. i'm gettin' worked up. wadeva. i tink some thgs u juz simply dun care. tt's y i juz keep doubting u.
u're a oxymoron. ur actions do contradict. or maybe it's bout those rumour weeds. seriously, i duno if u really lke S* or do u still cling on. u contradict. n so do i. k, tt mkes me an oxymoron too uh? hahas. but i tink i'm gonna mke thgs clear by fri. i wanna us get on wif life.
if i'm tt obstacle, TELL ME!!! just get the msg across in my face!!! tell me face to face. i'll mke sure the obstacle is gone. which means, i get my butts off. u get it? i feel i'm hindering u. it's my presence tt mkes u feel... weird. n tt u can't move on?
these r just solely my tots. i shall tok thgs out this fri.
well, so ther's sch tmr. i need to look thru my dnt folio again. i'm glad bout those nice remarks i received from wee. i'm so excited bout designing n all those arty stuff. it mkes a lil' spark in me jump.
hey wait. *clap* helloo? back to earth, pearlyn! i've not even gone thru Os. umm... big Os. indeed big. i'm gonna comquer it. n den hu'll see hu's bigger. -nose up high- heh heh heh. well, ther's a price to pay. n tt price is my time. in exchange for hard labour, revision, backaches, burning midnight oil....... the list goes on n on n on.
ok. so, prelims over. now Os. it seems so long yet so short. i mean the dist. yea. *yawns* i dun see the pt of gettin' online. i tot someone wanted me online? it seems mre lke he's busy. *sign* bad monkey. hahs.
k, i need my golden sleep. nite.
