poof. presto.
seriously, i feel like an old magician hu hasn't been using her magic for long. surprisingly, it has gone rusty.
revising seems ok suddenly. weird as it sounds. but oh well, u gotta be me to get it. i haven't been studying for long. i mean LONG. i usually study the night before the paper and stuff like that. it's been long since i really study the whole book. but the feeling is great. i feel lke a woman of great knowledge.
sheesh. cheesy.
lols. yea. um.. so my days are spent in boring fashion. it's just books, food, the loo, the bed, lot's of water and me. seriously, i've not stepped out of my HDB block since today. it was my first time seeing that long orange pipe below my house and i got a shock when i saw it. call me outdated. lols.
somehow, though i relishly bury my head in the pile of books i somewhat start to love, i get lil tantrums. i guess it's due to that IRRITATINGLY NOISY opera below my house. IT'S SOOOOO NOISY I WAS SO TEMPTED TO JUST THROW A ROCK DOWN AT THEIR TENT!!!! argh. it's really driving me nuts.
now imagine. everyday, from late morning all the way till 10+ at night u're hearing "dong dong DONG! ching chang CHONGGG! ping pong PIANG!" and all those "ehhhhh... eeeee... woooooooeeeee" sounds from the opera. i dun mean it in the nasty way but hey, my ears need a break. i even tot of writing a letter to town council. just for ur info, the opera is right infront of my house if i stayed on th first floor. but thank goodness, my parents bought the 16th flr unit.
ah. ther it goes again. dong dong piang. i wonder what's that piang? is someone shot dead. maybe. by angry residents.
lols.
somtimes i wonder. why do ppl fall in love or develop crushes during exam periods? stress? has it gotta do with adrenaline? boy. i do sound like a biology student.
well, while ppl develop their feelings, i develop mine too - for books n food.
lols. and for the Lord.
He's been sooooooo merciful and good to me, i can't express my gratitude. esp for my dnt proj, i'm totally awestruck by His powers. whoo. i'm so glad i was brought up in my family. cuz from young i've tasted of His goodness. well, anyone can try praying a short prayer to Father God. He's really nice. really really nice. He helped me loads. thru my tough times and thru my work. u can just pray to Him by talking to Him just as a friend talks to His friend. but of course, remember, He's God n u've gotta put some respect. yup.
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grandma : hey. ur burday's tmr. yay!!! happy sweet 16. u'll recieve a gift frm me aft Os. it's a must for me to give. i've what to give in mind. lols. MUST ACCEPT OK? lols. anyw, um... i hope i'm not rubbing salt on open wounds, is that heart-breaking intimate thg gotta do with that deer in the fairytale story? u noe wad i mean. the deer....
