i hope.. it's just my over-sensitivity
i feel ugh ugh ARGH!!
it's just an expression of confusion. not an expression of having really bad constipation.
yea.
kae. so, i didn't go to farewell camp 06. i did lots of beauty 'treatments' and i had a wonderful day worrying bout my new hairdo. it's
*sigh* -speechless-. u get the idea.
i want a glam look. it turned out otherwise. it's kinda spunky. but that spuniness took a wrong turn. a really wrong turn. and the best part- grad nite's in a few days time. oh great. hahs. nvm. looking on the bright side, it's a new hairdo. and my mum said it ain't that bad.
um. well grandma, i can't stop thinking of what u said on tues. seriously, it gave me a bad scare. i can't stop thinking bout it. and the more i think the more i wanna avoid. mann. i must keep my cool and remain calm. maybe it's not what we thought it to be. actually, i kinda lie to myself, it's not what we thought it to be. maybe, he's just very bad at expressing himself? argh. i don't know.
i just wanna be friends with him. i feel prefer a friendship. i mean, he's totally not my type honestly. he's got a nice character but... it's just a no-no between us. grandma, u get me right?
*sign* i hope it's just a matter of my over-sensitivity. i don't wish for another A thing to happen. [sending emails and say uh-oh, oopsie oops, wrong recipient! ugh. PUH-LEASE!!! get a life.]
oh wells. the start of holidays didn't seem exactly fun. all day long i either went out of the house or stayed at home. i feel so much like doing come handycrafts suddenly. i have a love for wood work. gosh, am i gonna be a carpenter? hahahaha. nope, i'm gonna be a FASHION DESIGNNER!!!!! yea.
oh yah. cat, do u remember what we said we wanna do a few months back? our lil' pact? u remember? i hope u do. let's DO IT!!!! haha. i wanna make something nice:DDDDDDDD
it's 5 to noon.
yawns i wonder of gandma's back from camp. i wonder how's the camp like.
shall end here!
