O'lvls.
BIG Os.
it's finally over!!! it has come and gone.
whoo. it's a sense of joy. seriously, i wonder why there was a sense of confusion aft the paper ended. it's not just me. it's many others. they're feeling confuse as to wad r they suppose to do now.
well, the first thg i had in mind was just to go home and sort out my tots. i've been confuse bout not just feelings but i'm in a state of confusion whereby i've got thgs i wanna do in mind but i do not know where to strt or how to strt. it's a weird sensation. *sign*
i don't know wad's going on btwn me n guy frend. he's just diff. or maybe it's me. i duno. we're not lke frends. i mean. we can't even tok eye to eye. i dun even wanna tok to him. and all those mails he sent me, giving me excuses or just covering up., i'm sick of it. i'm unsure if i'm able to treat him as my good ol' frend once again.
anyw, i'm glad Os over. the Good Lord has seen me thru. He indeed gave me lots of strength to persevere thru, to just hang in there. He shown me much favour and mercy. He has time and time again been so close to me and He performed miracles in my life, miracles beyond human expectations. i marvel at every of them, i marvel in great awe. i've tasted of what true love is. i saw the meaning of friendship. day by day, i got a glimspe of a beautiful picturesque. it's coated with vibrant colours. it's paint is glossy. a thousand words are hidden behind every stroke. each completed picture is just part of my life. ah, i feel so blessed!
hees. i doubt u'll understand what i mean. nevermind. it's not for u to know. it's for me to express.
so recently, my life was just home, books, church, food, loo and school. u can imagine wad kind of life i led this whole month. it was indeed a tough and trying month.
i learnt self-discipline, i learnt perseverance and i learnt trust. trust in the Lord. yup. it was nv easy to just say i trust in God and i fully trust Him. somehow, i'll doubt. and tt's bad. so i had to constantly slap myself bck on track.
so, life's bck to norm. books aside PUH-LEASE. but well, i feel lke buying some storybooks. hahahaha. now tt my burden's gone, it's time for me to do somethg mre useful or smth more enjoyable. (:
time to head to the beach for some fresh air. time to bring up tt vibe in me. yea.
i can't wait to celebrate christmas suddenly...
