i'm feeling weird.
i hate this kind of weird feeling.
aaaaahhhhhhhh.
i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the feeling of knowing yet not totally knowing you feels weird. u're right when u said sparks fly when u tell someone so much about urself or when the other party tells u almost all about themselves. cause there's a sense of understanding. it's as though i've knew you much more than all the others know.
but somehow i feel weird. it's a kind of feeling i can't describe. but well, i know i must do the right thing.
at times when one does the right thing, people tend to think u're just traditional. but to me, it does not always is that way. i'm a person of principals and a set of thinking. i don't wish to change my thinking for the worst because of a person.
and i realise one thing. i'm afraid of break ups. and i'm a person of insecurity. that's one major barrier i would have to overcome before getting into a relationship. *sign*
maybe that's the reason why i remained single. *shrugs* i hate that feeling too
that's all. i'm feeling weird. weird weird weird. and also, i don't know how i feel towards you you you.