who cares.
my opinion of friends and my priority of friendships in my life used to be one of the lowest. that was a few years back.
i do not know my perception of this word friendship. i'm not a person who'll die without friends. i'm not independent but it's just that i can be alone.
everyone has prorities.
some may claim they're not money minded but sometimes their actions just show it. if u can wake up specially for this why not for that which is far greater.
i'm in no position to say u. just think about ur actions.
i'm very tired by the endless demands from managers tirelessly forcing us to slog. 12 hours of a day working, half of my day's gone. strong demands drive me nuts but my mind stubbornly blocks out many orders. that makes me quite inefficient in the things i do.
O level results were out on friday. some wept some squealed and many others did not reveal their expressions. i wasn't sad, neither happy. but quite satisfied. to think on the bright side, i've got 3 dist. to think on the dull side my hcl was a total crap. as usual, my expression-less, encourage-less parents did nothing. no praises no scoldings no nothing. i had a peaceful day. i wanted to obtain their opinion about my results but they unseemingly refuse to tell me. they kinda shrug it off. maybe, they expected their not-exactly-stupid-but-not-a-genius daughter to get grades of all colours. yes, i said all colours. and also, to all the k-p-o people who only yearn to gossip about results, it's disclosed.
i can't take it anymore. i wanna sleep.
zzzZZZZ
