I am in a dilema.
a super serious one.
somehow, i really don't know if i should go on or not.
*sign*
*double sign*
what if this..... what if that...... what if.... what if ... so many what ifs.
well, my heart tells me one thing, my mind tells me another. my body, is stuck in the middle, so, i am like, confused and i'm just putting on a mask.
i'm really sick of being like that. confused and everthing. i wanna be upfront about it but, somehow, i can't. i don't know what to do. i feel that i'm rather happy like that but.....
nvm. anyway, i'm feeling crappy again.
i hate that kind of feeling plus, i totally woke up on the wrong side of the bed. i got like a thousand and one questions to ask baby but i really duno where to begin and how.
i wanna get untangled. i need an answer but, it seems so unclear.
anyway, guess what, my baby came back with dreadlocks. gosh. i nearly fainted. and he got a pendant for himself. faints again. mann... he came up behind me and gave me a hug, i turned around and just STARED at him. he looked at me and :D i went O.O.
then i said loudly, VERY UGLY LEH! and he just said it's nice. but the pendant part, i was v unhappy. aiya, i don't know him la. arghh.
ok, tmr i can choose to go tanning or ask him out. well... i feel like gg out with the girls, but they meet like sooo early. at that time, i'm like still crawling at lalaland. haha. well, not so exaggerate... maybe strolling at lalaland.
bye world.
