mann.
u mistook that major decision involved u.
u're so wrong. it has got nothing to do with u. i guess have two yous there made u confused. though u're not to blame, i think it would be better if u questioned me.
i mentioned 2 yous. and the major decision doesn't involve the you, as i said. i'm glad this explains ur v odd behavior today. well, i was totally clueless why u suddenly stopped talking to me but i knew only two thgs could have occurred, misunderstanding or pms.
i hope by trashing our views, we'll be better.
and, although it kinda came upon me with question marks why this problem would suddenly surface, i'll take it that every friendship has hiccups and we learn from each of them.
well, i too think we need serious talking. but i guess u took it the wrong way and thot what i was saying about someone else was referred to as u. well, i've resolved my problem with the first person so, ok, i'm half glad.
saying about deteriorating friendships, i do not see ours as deteriorating. if as what u say, u gave up and just wanna go about with your quiet ways, i've got nth better to say but to accept ur decision. it takes 2 hands to clap.
but i hope u realise that i do treasure this friendship alot. honestly, it was one that changed and moulded me and allowed me to set a goal for my life. yes, it's true that sometimes people do get tired, even for couple relationships, after a few years u get sick of one another and u wonder if i would be better alone.
that's how break ups come about.
well, i think if small hiccups are to hinder our friendship, it's rather pathetic. and i know i may sound blunt here, but to the point, i think we're mature enough to handle things the adult way. so let's just resolve this issue and not let such stuff occur again. cause' well, we're good buddies, u should know me well, i'm not the kind that goes, 'who cares' and dump the friendship aside.
but if ur mind is made up and u wanna treat me so coldly as less than a friend, i'll accept it.
so, oh well. i've said my piece. yup.
ok, well, i kinda miss peanut. yup, she's lke the cute little bubble that brightened my days in phs. yup. and i too went and found my old neo prints and i realise there was this joy in me those days. it was lame shit then but those lame shit days were lame fun. hahaha. well, reliving them would be wonderful, and yes, i rather relive them then to live the current situations in my life.
meeting new people is nice but well, i've gotta say, i've met so many new friend, even strangers recently. they just approach literally from the streets and somehow, we got to know each other. through friends friend, strangers who become ur friend., their friends, yada yada...... i realise, the mre ppl i meet, the wider the influence. and also, the mre ppl u meet the mre trouble u get...
damn
haha. esp from those who club, drank, got drunk and ring u in the middle of the night telling u their half drunk story. and the worst was that particular someone telling me i was a pain in that someone's ass. cause... that someone was angry at me or smth.... and boy, it was the most hurtful words ever heard... um....
well well well, so, today was horrid. i actually didn't wish to blog but i blogged in the end. i was so damn friggin' pissed with that bloke. yup. my bloke. he made me insane for about who-knows-how-long and i smelled tiger. he didn't budge when i ringed him and i wont go into details about horrible monday. well, today suck big time. serious. i really wonder if tues is gonna take at turn.
oh shit, tomorrow's 31st! i better msg alvin first.
ok.... where was i..? oh ya monday blues. ok, and and and.... he broke his promise. two promises to be exact. boo. ok, but at least guilt bangs at his heart door and he's gonna make up for them...
um. i wonder what's for tomorrow's breakfast?
i saw apple bun, raisin muffins, milk, coffee.... ok, i'm hungry again!
