baby....
baby. there r some thgs you will never und. really.
like today and what I did.
sorry is all i can say. i noe a mistake i made hurt us so badly. i'm sorry. i duno wad else to say. there is alot i don't know how to tell you and when too. cause you're so emotional now there's nothing i can say to stop u or calm u down
please. don't do it.
i am very upset with myself and with whatever i did. hurt is the only word i can use to describe the pain. there's always a meaning and a story behind. but why oh why, would you let everythg ruin in my hands?
i'll let the birds fly free once again but deep within there's a yearning. I'll just make myself cosy in a corner. a small one and sit there for hours and hours. then someday u'll realise, that corner was the corner we first met.
i'll go down that street, and i'll do whatever i wish to and somehow, i'll enter miracle land.....
you know baby, if you see this please call or sms me.... please.... there's a room in a place called my heart. it's really small but just nice for you. somehow, i hope to tell u some things i hid... things i called my deepest thoughts because i don't want to hurt you...
but come again... i've already hurt you... what am i to do now??? turn back time and say hey let's not be so silly?
sorry... it has all happened... though deep down... i so hope... that you... would see... that the sun would really shine again... and you will see.... that rainbow we saw 4 months ago...
iloveu
I LOVE BABY DES
