i realise that teens these days are always talking about moving out of their homes at the ages of like 17. i realise many teens are co-inhabitaing with their intimate other half. i realise teens these days do get very out of control alot of times. but one question he always ask me made me think.
do u have to be like them?
he often question about my dressing, make up and many many more. sometimes or rather most of the times i get pissed and told him off. well well, anyway, i understand that a friend of mine is very straightforward but somehow, i think what she said today made me wonder... why would she say such a thing.
well, one poss is that she's influenced by newbie. another poss is she has ALWAYS been like that and i didn't realise and the third and last poss would be she need not be doing it but she feels it's nothing wrong. it's the common thing.
oh well. whatever it is. i come to realise I STILL LOVE DAPHNE.
i know it's lesbonic. dap are u touch. sob sob
anyway, today i went down for training. whoots. its fun! and u get oil pastels, a cut and paste book in A3 size and u do lots of colouring. it's fun and yup i kinda enjoy it. and i realise it takes only 15 mins from tampinese to boon keng if u take bus 23. the ride to boon keng was sooooo good. the bus was quiet and the tv was showing some variety show that had soft music. the air con was just nice and i felt so..... zzZZZ
yup. so i went to kovan and OH YA! i've got a tiny weeny secret. and i cant wait to share it with bestie la.... ooh. it seems so long that we talked. cause' we're in diff class. um... ok... i'll share to her when she goes online.
sometimes your actions make me wonder. i feel, u're a very confuse person. many a times, u do not know the right directions to take. u are easily distracted and influenced by people. but u have a very confusing and enthusiastic for a second character that sometimes drive me crazy. i feel i meet many such people in my life. most of the time, i just be myself and watch them change like a chameleon for i know, one day, u'll find the true u.
or will u not?
um. nevermind about that. i REALLY wanna do something exciting. how shall i begin with the long list of i-wanna-do list? haha. um.. anyw, i told baby my wild imagination yesterday. sometimes i really wonder how on earth would i get so comfortable with a guy. it used to seem imposs. i'm glad baby's so nice. i'm glad we got tgt. and i'm glad we spent 9 sweet months together!
baby,
happy 9th month. so, celebration tomorrow?
I LOVE U HONEY!!!!! happy 9th month once again
toodles with loads of hugs and kisses for baby.
