well...
the posts that i read concerning you, made me ponder.
i read dap's recent entry. and i re-read mine.
actually, i guess sometimes people express themselves too harshly. prob outta anger... not to provoke others into anger but rather... to express their hurt
all i can say is... all of us has faults. i have mine too. i guess the way i expressed and raised the issue of unhappiness was harsh. and i owe u an apology. sorry..
well. many things occured since the strt of sem 2. friends do come. we do mke new friends. it's a cycle that never dies. it's ok to add a new buddy into ur fav friend list. but do watch out if u strt to delude ur previous few girlfriends. i think the addition of a new buddy was fine till u seem to be closer to her and drifting from us. there was a period, you seemed too busy for me and bestie. yup, too too busy.
it made us felt v hurt.
and you also seemed to be different infront of ur new buddy and when u're infront of us. in a way, at times, we wonder, who are u? the thot gives me shudders. but i chose to believe, u're still that old buddy we always treasure.
anyw, ther's one thing i guess i should reveal. u said ur new buddy was not ur bestie but just a business partner and that new buddy treats u lke her bestie? i felt that was quite a hurting thg to say thou new buddy wasn't there. and also, i think u do treat her lke ur new bestie too. it's ok to have a bestie. i mean, it's fine with me but well, i think what u said was quite hurting.
for the competition, i guess i did told u about it. i think u were rather mean to tall*. actually, we all owe her an apology. tall* made the LBD all by her own. yup...
lastly, u didnt lke the idea of us teasing u and mister. and we stopped. cause it was mean and hurting esp when u didnt want to have any special smth related to mister. um... well, at times u paired mister with anyone who wore the similar apparels or just seem to be finding excuses to well, get his attention. and... ya... we do wonder.....
but but BUT, i know u told me no feelings....
but sometimes... it does mke me think too... that's all... ya... sorry
anyw, if in any way i was too harsh in relatng the events to u... sorry... i just wanna let u know that there are incidences that arose due to lack of communication and understanding. i think hurdles occur in each of our lives. maybe this is ur hurdle. but one thing for sure, thou things happen and unhappiness rise, we're still friends and so i do not wish to hide things from u. over the years i only grown to realise hiding only results in more unhappiness because we did not overcome something tgt.
i hope to get over this issue as soon as poss. i choose to believe u're still u and that i am still ur sis and girlfriend.
to me, ure prob just a confuse lady. yea. u're just confuse about alot of things. u appear strong but u have many soft spots and easily swayed, easily influenced. i think it's part of the growing process. i am either influnced or i influnce others. ya so... yup. let's solve such issues fast
anyhoos. i'm dead beat. went to collect passport with baby. went to his place. had a nice lunch and psp-ed. i'm so addicted to racing cars and all those stuff. i just play and play. got tired and rested.
went to hunt for sweets and wanted that squeezy tube of sweets. then i decided i wanted a cheap alternative. saw harribo and ovaltine. both of which i lke. um....
then went for dinner!
celebrated gor's bdae. and at the restaurant we felt lke the emperor. we were attended by so many waiters and waiteress and ya, we had alomst the whole place to ourselves. coolio.
went home, felt guilty and decided i shud stick to my diet regime again
it's kinda boring a day. i wanna do smth else on thurs. tmr's work and going to dap's house. whoo. i like thinking of our new blog. so exciting.
ok. toodles
