there's so much i wanna say but not know where to begin
well, i actually wanted to just keep it to myself, i wanted to not let you know but after today, honestly, i am damn pissed with u, i'm gonna blurt it out
when the endless school work of yours ceased i thought, great, at last, we could spend time tgt but i was so wrong.
cause u had school i has to understand.
when u said after this week, the next week u said after the next week.
sorry is all u noe how to say, and miss u has soon become the best cover up.
u tell me u will do this and that with me, but i see, ur hols are here but where are u?
ur calls picked by by voice msges.
and i know ur excuses will be the same, drunk or prob some new crappy reason
yes, hear my tone, i'm FRIGGIN' PISSED
u dun even realise the number of times i covered up my sadness, disappointment, frustration and anger with smiles and laughter.
i choose to cover up the darker side of me, the ones that only involved droplets forming in the eyes. i choose to bury my head in the pillow. close my eyes, and pretend all's fine.
i hate to play games. and so, i'm on quits.
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yest was fun. went to zouk's flea and easy. whoots. i bought a vintage wallet which i love! haha. weell, the crowd was horrendous and no one expected SO many people to turn up. there were celebs selling their stuff, graduates selling the clothes they sew for school projects, there were blogstores and also many random stores.
it was actually quite fun. ran into alicia(from tp), aaron, clarion (n her bf) and angie. met up with wenjun and her friend in there cause she had to send her friend to the airport in the morning. so me and dap went there first.
well, when i was browsing thru some items on the table at this store, i saw this bag/purse which i thot looked cute. so i opened it and kinda check the compartments and found this pink slip. i thot it was the price tag but it seemed to be only words and no digits so i exclaimed, "there's a note for me!" -grins- ..."ok, it says... grocery list...." and 1 of the store owner was lke, oh that's mine, and she took it and said something like, that's very embarrassing, i know... hahaha. we all burst out laughing. i saw the first on the list was cereal. haha. and bestie even asked, got discount anot? and she said, aiya very cheap only. haha. i think it's hilarious.
after that was ben and jerry's at great world and then home.
i ate bbq chicken for dinner, and now to think, i gained loads of calories for the day
boo
boo
tralalalala
it's monday. and i am having monday blues.
to top it off, i'm lke so friggin pissed with SOMEONE.
shall go sew my skirt.
