it's been a tough week.
words can't say how i felt.
over.
us.
tears.
uncomfortable.
confused.
lost.
messy.
miss.
and period.
ah. like what a great time
i don't blame u.
someone asked me, what's love. i think i am ready to ans that. to me love is respecting each other, love is forgiving, love is sacrificial and love is thinking about the best for the other party.
i still do love u. if love is forgiving, and i love u... i forgive u.
actually, i do feel i was mostly at fault. and i'm v sorry. yup. it hasn't been easy reminding myself not to disturb u and call u. it hasn't been easy forcing myself to work when my eye constantly darts at my hp.
i think i act rather spoilt at times...
u once told me u are not my perfect guy but u said u will try to give me the perfect love..
i think u did.
sorry sorry sorry.
i think.. i just want u to be happy. really. and honestly, i don't think i make a good gf.
i thank God for Kaeting
and i love Daphne.
it a joy to have joy and
pearlyn rocks!!
i finally understand what love is....
