i love to know i'm loved
ah-ha! i understand now.
why someone today so fierce
ah-ha
but... i'm v happy. cause' i just am.
now in my mind i've got this... really huge huge shopping list
and i seriously dun think my current block is exciting
9-12 kinda rocks.
i love classes to end early but somehow... morning classes are extra tiring and and and...
my L who is so.... -shakes head-
the v important thg i learn is speech
keep ur mouth shut
ur words sealed
and nothing wud happen
even if u secretly hate a person but ur mouth is sealed
tt person won't know... so... yup
i love oreos and my cravings for pasta has arrived.
i wanna eat salad again
and i kinda wanna eat vegetarian food.
i love meat but i love veggies just as much...
i dun like doing research and doing blue prints
i dun like doing something v systhematic and practical.
well, it's that i-duno-wad-to-do-with-life and all those shitty thoughts. i ask God to forgive me for the things i did cause' today i kept spewing vulgarities.
first, on the mrt to sch. there's this irritating chi ko bei checking me out for like who-knows-how-long
and i said the F word, walked away, called dap and pretended to be telling her tt uncle is so F-ing annoying when it is just to loudly exclaim his disgusting act.
and when i went home, at cityhall mrt stnt, this bunch of pigs (M*) walked pass me. and i was not even looking at them ok. i was typing a msg, and the guy bent his head low to look up into my face and said
xiao jie in a super chi ko tone. i roll my eyes. then his friend was like saying pontianak. and boy, was i mad. i just went, F.
they look gross. fashion disasters with bad hygiene?
ahhh
God forgive me
and help me
life ain't abt anger....
toodles.
