http://primetime.tv.yahoo.com/
i stumbled upon it. and i was like, i never knew nigel does funny antics.
well, i kinda like watching so u think u can dance.
it's entertaining luh.
i've had a tiring week.
a busy one.
a physically more demanding one.
i dun like to trouble ppl
cause' i always think its better that i do it by myself.
so i do feel bad when i ask my group mates to stay back a little. esp if they seem tired or frustrated. BUT it's a group proj so i do expect everyone to contribute here or there. in other words, do assigned tasks on time. yup
still in my gloomy woomy state now,
i manage to come up with solutions to my current situation.
honestly, i feel v pushed aside by u*
i tried to be more patient.
i tried to speak to u more
but the more i did, the more hurt i get
till an extent, i don't know i can even hang on to that branch i am still holding on to
mayb i should just let go
and fall straight to wadever that awaits me below
but its tough letting go
but i reckon u're happy or will be happier.
wad is the point of telling time and time again, how i feel about ur attitude
for i know u don't even have intentions of msging me or calling me
well, no need for anymore excuses
if u're no liar, prove it thru actions.
or else i know all those times u msged me was because u felt forced/obliged/asked to do so.
i'm so drained.
i don't wish to feel sad anymore. i wanna smile just
once more.
i hate to see tears swell in my eyes,
nor myself feeling scarred
i guess some people's life would soon be jam packed with events and projs and programmes.
and soon, there is no time left for miscellaneous.
why be an escapist?
but. ah. i dun wanna care anymore
being understanding has drove me up the wall
understanding is a word with abused meanings, it means just suffering in silence.
