today's mummy's bdae
i'm glad today was rather good.
well, i felt something missing today. just like a thug in my heart...
oh well....
so, i have been glued to youtube, been watcing hana kimi.
ah damn it. i got work to do and laundry yet to do.
i hate to admit but
i think u gave up on me
but whatever it is, all the best.
i sometimes get so confused. hai. i'll just do as i prayed. i'll leave the matter to God. i seriously don't know what to do.
stress took a toll on me. its a feeling i can never find words to describe.
alrights. i wanna get offline alr.
people do change. i suddenly realise those young ones are getting filthy. u noe, language and pictures?
as for me? i don't desire them, instead i have slowly started to desire something else.
tangible and intangible pleasures.
honestly, they were my form of escapism.
but i guess, i should just wake up. reality check.
i always thot everything will always work out, i always thot everything is a sure-can situation.
till i met devastation.
oh well. i guess what's mine is mine.
if we are meant to be we will be.
even if i am a palm trying to clap,
and he is a palm that doesn't want to clap,
no sound can be produced.
all i have to say is, love can start as a one-sided thing, but along the way, it has to develop.
there are 7 kinda of people who deal with break ups.
The first kind clings on no matter what, trying to salvage relationship at all cost
the second kind is the kind who moves on almost immediately and take it they nv met
the third kind tries to escape. starts to get busy with work, school, family, etc.
the fourth kind moves on with a hotter lover
the fifth kind goes berserk. tries to commit suicide, screams on the rooftop, run around naked, etc.
the sixth kind cries and whines and tries means to win u back but gives up after a week?
the last kind, just tries to befriend ur ex-lover and whether the person moved on or not, no one really noes.
so which are u?
