i shall blog!
tra la la la.
i know i should be more positive. i seriously don't know how i am feeling right now. i'm baffled by my own thots. i don't know if its still in here thou at times i feel it is.
oh well.
i've been spending alot of -ting ting- $$$ lately.
shopping can smtimes be a mean of escapism.
:D
my manicure is almost ruined. oh, btw, my manicure was done in school, yep, temasek poly.
and it cost just 18 bucks including simple nail art. coolios
i bought my mum's gift. her bdae is next sunday - 13th July.
i went out with bro and we bought her a nice pendant from Citigems. and boy, it cost me a bomb. it's just diamonds and white gold and its like the size of the tip of my finger.
i still owe my bro money :/
i love Carl's Jr beef cheese fries. i love it with chilli all over it.
i think i can't work with some ppl. the -rawr- for no reason ppl and the freeloaders.
it's just hard to work with. that's all. no other meaning.
well, i kept my promise and i did my part
time and time again u said u would do this but u nv did
always u gave excuses which i got used to
i know its to cover up a lie, but i chose to remain silent
if u dun wanna do this then don't even say u would
there are like so many, nope
much (cause it's practically countless) things that happened
that made me realise
that though i am in there
the presence ain't that important to u anymore
the fact tt so many things are on ur mind and hindered u
goes to show one thing
the feeling ain't that strong as u thot it was
i want to say the truth
but i don't know how
i don't know how i really feel too
i got so numb that
part of me can't be bothered anymore
that i don't expect AT ALL
don't wish or dream anymore and
won't even initiate anything again.
i guess all that occured made me learn that i was just meant to be me. i don't think i would ever want a change in my life. maybe so maybe not, let time tell the rest of the story.
The End.
Buona Sera.
