i've decided to blog about my room. yes, my room. my very untidy yet beautiful room. :DD i seriously need a maid to clear my room BUT i can't trust anyone to clear my mess. sometimes i find money here and there and sometimes i find a long lost treasure...
so... i MUST clear up my room! herh!
ok so, this is my humble room.
See all these mess... ok i shut my wardrobe.. cause' it's even messier inside... but oh wells, my mum was saying, all my things can't even fit in the 4 door wardrobe and that open shelf cupboard. um... clear up time pearlyn!!!
ok i know i look rather ugly in this picture but i was sooo amused with the shape of the dry glitter. it looks a little like the leaning tower of pisa except it kinda shrinks in.
oh wells. i remember i had this pink glitter structure... but i guess i threw it away alr.
i kept having tummy aches.
i can't eat that much anymore... the more i eat the mre aches i have. what happened to the big eater pearlyn? oh gasp gasp.
i did my work like a good little girl:D
my thoughts drifted away when the song played...
reminded me of the past
and it made me remember about my emails in my inbox.
我知道伤心不能改变什么
Wo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian shen me
那么让我诚实一点
Na me rang wo cheng shi yi dian
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
Cheng shi nan mian you bu neng kong zhi de xuan xie
只有关上了门不必理谁
Zhi you guan shang le men bu bi li shei
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
Yi ge ren zuo zai kong de bao xiang li mian
手机让它休息一夜
Shou ji rang ta xiu xi yi ye
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
Nan, xiang qie ge qie diao hui yi de hua mian
眼泪不能流过十二点
Yan lei bu neng liu guo shi er dian
生日快乐 我对自己说
Sheng ri kuai le wo dui zi ji shuo
蜡烛点了
La zhu dian le
寂寞亮了
Ji mo liang le
生日快乐
Sheng ri kuai le
泪也融了
Lei ye rong le
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
Wo yao xia xia ni gei de ni na zou de yi qie
还爱你带一点恨
Hai ai ni dai yi dian hen
还要时间
Hai yao shi jian
才能平衡
Cai neng ping heng
热恋伤痕
Re lian shang hen
画面重生
Hua mian chong sheng
祝我生日快乐
Zhu wo sheng ri kuai le
its so long since i listened to a chinese song. this song evoked some emotions (i have to admit) but i realise it made me more determined about my decision. it made me realise that although i have been an escapist, i will and i have change my mindset... and well, i realise there are times life is not always how u wish.
why do ppl say tt their past relationship is a trauma when u haven't even taste a little bit of true bitterness. deep dark secrets untold due to reasons. there are some who went through times of rejection, of being alone, that even the Greatest wept.
there are some who felt dirty and guilty.
some who wanted an answer
some who feared each day
some who thought about life naively and fell
because of external reasons.
but i guess some got their answer
my head is clear like the morning sky.
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Rick Price - heaven knows
honestly, what do the young ones know about love?
what do YOU know about love?
i do not know.
so how do you feel that it felt right when u got attached.
to be honest, i find it almost impossible to nod my head in agreement to how some ppl feel at times.
i apologise for my mean-ness
but it's just out of my... ok its R* (9 letter word, you go find out)
i went through a silly time too
so ok, sorry bt i guess learning a lesson is the best medicine for future problems
and for the delinquents of this year
the ones who gone astray
won't you take a look at your life
and realise how miserable you look and change?
time and tide waits no man
DON'T wait till you fall too deep in and find it almost impossible to haul yourself up
you've gone far enough my dear
at most, stop at cigs, don't go any further.
anyw, my imaginations went wild recently.
i got so hooked on unrealistic thoughts
it felt like extacy rush up my brain
a smile creep up my face
and hung there
i'll never look back and regret.
not for now.
sorry but i love this delusion.
i would fulfill that secret of mine.
-winks-
