i am soooooo glad school's out.
whooooots.
CNY was okay.
CNY means chinese new year.
it's the year of the ox. so, it's happy 牛 year.
lol.
i didn't get many ang baos, i even gave my parents some money and i had a bad CNY experience.
i shan't talk about it. i don't have a full understanding of my background, my heritage, what my grandparents or ancestors are like, where they actually come from, yada yada.
i grew up in a rather messy background. my parents are great. and it's not their fault. at times i think it's my grandparents fault. oh well, at least my parents gave me a good childhood, though i grew up, in knowledge of what evilness and many nasty other things really mean.
well, that's mankind.
mankind ain't nice and kind all the time. no, most of the time.
ah.
oh boy.
alrights. today's a break. i've got no lessons and no homework, and this sat, i've got no work. yipeeeeeeeeeee
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
turn the lights off baby.
let the music rolllllll
time to party.
in 5 hours 30 mins
i miss being a kid.
i miss not having to think about the welfare of others
i miss running around and squeal and scream
i miss playing with other kids i don't know
i miss running about during dinner time
i miss fluffy and my favourite pink teddy
i miss the bedtime stories i force mum to tell me
i miss drinking powdered milk before i sleep
i miss supper - cookies with milk
i miss walking to school everyday
i miss having a little garden
i miss lucky, my fav terrier
i miss seeing mum waiting for me at the gate after class
i miss the bright sky after school ends everyday
i miss having lunch with uncles and aunties who dote on me
i miss having attention
hey wait, i didn't really get much attention from young.
oh wells.
i miss childhood.
i miss that carefree me. that needn't worry about anything.
i don't have to strive to get the top in class
now, if i slack, i'm bound to die.
back to reality.
time to grow up
okay, i've got to finish up some designs
:(
