a long overdued post
the block that passed was entirely awesome
i totally realised the meaning of
'putting God first and all things would come into place"
at times i do feel lousy with myself. i would go, i'm just some other designer; or i guess what i done was something someone else had ALREADY done. but well, no, i know i'm special.
so for that previous block, my class did a fashion show. it was great. i love how everything came into place. and we had a retail store. i was really pleased with the whole layout and design of it.
honestly, i did grin from ear to ear just looking at it from afar.
it brought to me this sense of satisfaction which i wanna experience again
i've decided to try to do my best from now on. in whatever i do.
i've never really gave my best :/
i know, it's a really bad attitude. you see, nonchalence made me pay a hefty price and this price came as a lesson and clever me learnt it fast.
cause' i wanna be a designer. a good one.
fullstop
i've got art teacher examination coming up soon
and well, it's neccessary; so, i shan't grumble about it
today's really scorching
the sun rays are so punishing and it glares onto earth in such a harsh manner
staying indoors with a cup of iced latte would be fantabulous
today i had light tea with mum at starbucks.
toasty bagels, cakes, biscotti and iced coffees
it really cheered us up as we chatted away
i told myself to do work after i come home straight
but ended up blogging
i bought this earrings stand that has a movable or rather spinable holder
now, i can place all my earrings up
and it'ld look like a mini shop in my closet
:D
i've got so much things to do....
and so much things to pray about
so much things on my mind
loads of worries too
:(
sign
i hate this feeling
it feels heavy
and makes me breathless
it seems as though i have not had a good rest since who-knows-when
i reckon this block isn't gonna be an easy block too
i can't wait for holidays
even if it's just a short two weeks break, at least let me breathe, before i take off like flash, speeding around life and fulfilling my endless commitments.
i just bought a book
titled ugly
i love to read actually
i know, not many people know that
but i love inspirational books or books that, oh well, speak to me
at times i realise that i've got a very different personality from those around me
i'm very very messy, kinda nonchalent, thinks alot, observes alot, laughs alot, does embarassing and silly stuff often, do as i feel, does not like to follow a set of instructions or whatsoever, believes being flexible and fluid is the way to go, enjoys jotting down things in life, sketches randomly on random paper, have seasonal taste buds for food, talks to myself at times, can be quite a drama queen, irritates my bro for no reason, spouts nonsense to anyone at home, tries to communicate with creatures like hamsters, yada yada.
and, i hate wet toilets.
don't ask me why
i wanna do draping some day.
i like the fact it looks effortless yet involves alot of effort
it intrigues curiousity to explore
and that makes me wanna try it out.
dreaming of baked sheperds pie for dinner,
bye world.
