i just woke up
not just just but not long ago...
i just missed stella's bdae celebration.
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anyway.... i saw something on someone's space. i feel totally lousy and sad. i don't know how to express this feeling but... it's the kind u feel like screaming, why is life like that. this is just so unfair, so cruel and so punishing...
actions come with consequences
sometimes the consequences are to be paid for many many many many years...
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i feel so left out
so alone
it's like i'm a stranger walking amongst the people i love
to be seen but not to be heard
to be known by just my mere appearance
and all else within hidden
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what could get any better
this week was just bad
late submissions
over exhaustion
working while studying
economically unfriendly transportation fees
zonked out before friends party
to see that comment on someone's area/space/profile
i hate this feeling
and i say to myself
how many times Lord must I cry out, just give me strength
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depressed,
bye ytihs dlrow
