you've heard the news
oh yes. its true. i misplaced my phone. i just temporarily can't find it. i'll definitely find it back. mark my words
i'll kiss the person who finds it back
seriously, i need a miracle
you don't need much to put mt in the valley
for i am currently in one
experiencing one of my worst nightmares
to me, it's a horrifying experience that makes my appetite drop at who-knows-when
i hate this feeling....
at times i do feel like crying and storming around and demand that i get the right to watch the cctv, check people's bags, force and threaten whoever i categorize as prime suspect.
oh boy
and i realise that iplcoe (rejumble to decode) is kinda useless when it comes to tracking of phones. one word - disappointed.
lau ya lau ya lau pok pok
argh
i am chatting to someone on msn now
and that particular person is so odd
like seriously if i got nothing to say and i don't reply you expect me to st least say i got nothing to say... it's so senselss, so lame
anyway, i am not a big deal to you and you to me so... oh well, you get it?
ah nvm.
anyway, many things occured recently
i have been thinking to myself about everything.
at times i view situation from afar and i realise many times people jus don't communicate properly. if communication is better altered, don't you feel that harmony would exist.
i don't believe in dramatic teary break ups.
i believe in mutual agreement
i believe in unspoken understanding
it's this fine line that either you get it or you don't kind of thing
but well, i think many people would get it
honestly, both's at fault and so am i
one fails to self reflect deeply enough
the other fails to inform
one is insensitive
the other harsh
remember this, anger and frustration towards someone might occur only when one cares for another, when one labels the other 'people that concerns me'
everyone expresses themselves differently. everyone is unique.
some people ride on their emotions, others thinks before making every step, some simply don't express...
it takes time to know someone well, but a lifetime to embrace them totally
life is full of pathways that cross in such a rough manner, friction is produced
no matter how adverse the effects of friction is, as long as deep within we all learn to just bury the hatchet, to forgive and to well, be easy with the past, we'll find comfort in everything we do
lets put ourselves in others shoes and think in their persepective
is the person aware of my anger within all along?
am i too insensitive?
and so on...
i am in no position to judge
no position to scold
no position to say, you and you are wrong, i am right
for i was not honest in telling a friend something that a friend ought to know and allow things to happen
life's full of quests and lessons...
let this be a wake up call for all.
anyway,
i keep wanting to share this but i don't know how...
someone.... ah
i'll whisper to your ears if you fancy a little gossip
oops
i mean a little fact
-winks-
i love saturday afternoons,
relaxing at a cafe and doing random things
the thought of knowing someone out there would worry for you when you are down makes you feel rather assured, rather happy
"how many people in your contact list talks to you on a regular basis?"
"aren't those then the ones you call friends?"
now, i realise, some people whom i don't know are considered friends or not seem to get a position in my heart.
i realise manoj is indeed a true friend
isn't it great
i found a friend
to all my friends,
goodnight!
