This is the end of 3rd week and beginning of the 4th week of internship. Well, 9 weeks to go.
I am SO counting down.
Ok, I don't hate internship nor do I find it really worse than school. Honestly, I love the part whereby besides 9-6, the rest of the time, I am literally free. No schoolwork, nothing cluttering my mind, nothing that tells me, you've got extra work to do. This feeling is Awesome and Priceless.
Whoo
Well, however, maybe I just wish that I could have an internship whereby I choose what work I do. But, I know in whatever I do, just smile, with no grumble or dispute and just do it.
Positivity is the way to go, yo!
alrights. I realise I have to watch my spending BIG TIME!! I spend an approx of 100 plus a week, excluding transportation and food. It's pretty scary. I SHOULD watch what I swipe. But I realise my mum's worse than me. And somehow, she doesn't realise that I took that on.
I have been dreaming about something lately. I have much free time, and it gives me room to come up with crazy ideas. Like coming up with DIYs, decos, room furnishings, tea parties (after internship?) and many others. Recently I made 2 shelves for my expanding wardrobe. I need more hangers and boxes too.
Ikea has become a annual visit for me.
I love wooden doll houses, tea cups and white dollies under porcelain gold-plated plates. I like the idea of sipping earl grey tea with lemon under summer skies, munching on gold dusted cookies and cupcakes with floral icing.
The idea of summer passing by and autumn approaching is a feeling that the new year would come soon, not that soon, but somewhat soon.
It's a feeling of the dawn of anticipation. Looking back, I realise I have been living at my current nest for 10 whole years. I miss the old uncle and aunty whom I use to smile to whenever they came over when I was at my previous house. Time flies, and at times, I wished it flew faster.
I kinda wonder what you're doing now. At times I hear the music you love ringing by my ears and I stop to just wonder, are you doing fine? I miss peering down at the unlighted lamp to see it being lit up by someone. Someone oh so dear.
Make hay while the sun shines.
I know, the time has come and pass.
Maybe time will just let some things fade away.
Bestie is now in Guangzhou. Goodie 2 shoes is now separated by distance. LOL.
Dreaming of a frosted summer that would never occur,
Goodbye cyber world.
