I am contemplating whether i should add my blog link onto my FB account.
I don't want someone to read it. but i blog about that someone pretty often
life kinda revolves around work and friends. school is partially out of the picture. i know it'll come back when internship ends. i wanna get a camera and a good phone that doesn't die on me
oh ya! i snapped a picture of a running baby rat. super gross. i hate rats big time. gross little grey creatures that always make me shriek.
anyway, this week had been great. it's shorter and more exciting than usual.
monday was a holiday. so, i had hi tea at Carousel at town with joy.
i kinda like their sweets rather than their savoury. their scones wasn't that good though. and after that, i made my way home.
tuesday i met up with ZB to pass him moon cakes that i promised. i will never go to AMK after work unless i really have to. like to meet friends or what. cause it's soo crowded. if i fall, i think i'll die of stampede.
after that, he drove me home.
Wednesday was reserved for the girls.
watched time traveller's wife. it was okay. not too bad nor impressive. the female lead's pretty! i kinda enjoy little catch-ups or crudely gossips among us. at times, i tell myself, i thought it's wrong to gossip? haha. oh well.
today's thursday.
today i had a really big surprise.
i went home and had dinner. and i kinda ignored my phone. when i return i found a message to tell me to go down.
was very surprised to receive the flower and moon cakes. honestly, i found myself smiling non stop.
i never imagined someone would drive all the way to my doorstep and wait till i reply to just make my day right.
it's been a long time someone did something for me. it usually didn't occur this way. i felt touched.
i can feel his sincerity. he was sick, but he just wanted to make my day right so, he went out to get moon cakes and flower for me. like wow.
however, i feel this very neutral feeling besides the touched part towards him.
i tell myself, we're just friends. so, what's the fuss?
but friends? with flower? and driving down?
i get all wired up inside
confused.
love is such a funny thing.
what if i say my heart is still retained in the hands of my ex-lover?
anyway, i made things clear
so, yup, as long as i keep my stand, i think all will go fine
i just want to establish a good career and not think about other things in life
for now, i'll concentrate on my work and of course, planning for my best friend's big day - 19th year old bash
i hope to make bestie smile ear to ear when she returns
and spend lots of time with her
try imaginating this:
alone with someone whom you can't pour your sorrows to in a foreign land that has limited bandwidth and expensive talk time
i wish i could cry when she cries
and laugh when she laughs
but when i'm here and she's there...
i can only watch her type her feelings out
and reply, wishing i could give her a big big hug.
i feel lousy
really lousy at times
i wished i could be there for her.
oh wells.
i've been really close to my colleagues recently
honestly, i really enjoy their companionship
they're really funny and nice people
and i'm gonna meet up with them after my colleague returns from taiwan
i'll miss them alot when i go back to school
work is fun ONLY with them
it's a common thing for us to 'love' our 'genuine' superiors.
okay, i'll go back to slumberland
looking at this post, i won't post this on FB
i prefer to keep things a little personal
good night cyber world
