this is what i see when i peer out of my office window. i don't know if i miss this view. but i certainly am glad internship is over.
this is last week's photos.
sunday
kids at sunday school
my brunch at coffeebean. (i ate half of bestie's cake. she is pro at wasting food mann)
kiwi and lychee flavoured Lays from China.
one word - exotic
honestly, not v nice. :/
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I AM CURRENTLY PISSED OFF.
sign
i feel wired up inside
i hate this feeling
i really hate it
it's 12 and I have the whole concept for major project in mind
but i have yet to do anything about it in terms of visuals or words
i'm just too lazy to do anything now
but just getting angry
argh argh argh
i shouldn't be angry
but i am
i feel like just telling you to stop liking me
and you too
so its you and you
just don't like me
just leave me alone, seriously.
i feel stressed that someone treats me good and does not expect a return.
this is THE real world
i believe everyone's practical somehow or rather
so in some way u'll expect something
it's the first time i feel so stressed over this
i really really don't like you
and i already say it a few times
but, i don't know why, i thought truths are like knives
they pierce you and make you pain
but it doesn't seem to register in that sense
and for you
i don't know what are you treating me as
do u know what are punching bags for?
to be kicked and punched during practice
and left alone when not needed
i won't do anything for u
not anymore
i hate wednesday nights
actually it's just today i hate
i'm just feeling angsty
and after today's conversation
i actually wanted to work with this person
but as the convo goes on
i decided against it
it's not about the concept
it's about the character of the person
honestly, i feel tired
you know why lecturers in poly are different from teachers in sec sch?
lecturers don't spoon feed you
at times, its good to ask
at times, don't just keep asking how, think!
today is angsty little pearlyn sitting on top of a strawberry parfait and whining why isn't it chocolate
she's wondering why can't the sky have pink in it
or why the grass can't be a little cleaner
why earthworms look so unappealing
and why paper cranes can't fly
lemon puff biscuits, chocolate oat drink and eggs for supper
why no peanut butter?
or blueberry tartlets?
shall finish up supper.
and do my work
bye
angsty world.
