I am worn out
so tired.
okay, internship ended.
it ended well.
my appraisal was good
my superiors and colleagues treated me good
my farewell dinner was... fabulous
:)
merchant court ellenborough buffet was fantastic.
i love cakes
and i love fresh oysters, mussels, prawns, crayfish, scallops.... in short, seafood.
internship ended and that marks the start of school.
school started pretty bad.
bad in terms of heavy work load
it's the first day and i had like 4 plus hours of sleep
which is so not enough
during internship, 8 hours was like a practice
9 hours the norm
so school started out with major project briefing, meeting and proposal of ideas.
i saw all and honestly, i don't know what i want.
i have a vague idea in mind
but i don't know if it will work
today i had a scrumptious dinner
and i really don't remember having chicken wrap at itas
scary!
i don't really know how to express this feeling i have
maybe i am over sensitive
but i seem to think some people feel uneasy with me
oh wells
feelings and intuition, i shall stop my guessing game
i think for a moment, i am quite back to my little world of designing, designing, designing and more chiong-ing of designs.
school's a race
u can't stop to take a breath
u'll loose momentum and lag behind
when u catch up, u look around
and realise the crowd running with you previously disappeared
and u glance far ahead
and u see their back views as they pace steadily
u wish one of them would lag behind so u got a companion
but none of them even turn their heads behind to see if u're still part of the race
and it goes on
and u just can't catch up
but slowly and surely, through determination and extra effort, u can still pace up
and be back tgt with that running crowd u were with previously
life's a rat race
drown in your sorrows, o sleeper
if u think u can stop and reminisce on the past
or tell me sob stories that u hope might move me
think again
i moved forward
telling myself to be twice as strong
i hope u wake up and stop your nonsense
count, how many years till the big 3 arrives....
oh anyway, if you guys don't know, yest was daphne's big day, it's her 19th birthday! her 19th birthday on the 19th of Oct.
it was hard to plan all the surprise welcome and birthday celebration, but i'm glad, all went well
i realise who are the ones who really care
and the ones who don't really exactly care
i don't know how to say
but i learnt and observed alot.
and along the way
i realise a friend in need is a friend indeed
good night
world and you
