I wanted to talk about happy events that happened during the weekends.
but today, monday, my mood was just a total 180 degrees opposite
i feel really really really sad today
I don't know how to express how I feel today.
started from lunch
there's the lady called winnie.
she screamed at me once, a few weeks ago
and it was not because i didn't help her arrange her job schedule
but because my supervisor did not do it
i reminded my supervisor a couple of times
even when winnie threatened me, my supervisor still took her time...
and i got all the screaming, all the unhappiness....
and today i didn't know my boss will be driving down to this centre that this lady winnie works.
apparently they both are friends...
and winnie says if she see me she wouldn't have appetite
before this, the boss know about our conflict
and he knew it through winnie
i don't understand why winnie must tell him
i know u were angry
but do you think the person who got the scolding would not get angry?
and if you think about it, do you think a temp staff (she knows i'm new + i'm taking over the admin's place for 1 month)
would know all about the job schedule?
it wasn't my fault
but what i got, what was hurled at me was something i did not deserve
i feel maligned
terrible. atrociously terrible.
to make things worse, someone totally stood me up.
in other words, someone pang-seh me
i reached home at 9, with an empty stomach, an empty heart
today unfolded with a series of unhappy events.
i hate to admit
but today i cried very very bitterly
i don't understand why my boss even knowing the unhappiness between me and winnie must drive us down to have lunch TOGETHER!?
make us awkward
and she just made me transparent
she just talked to everyone but me
it's just terrible
and now, i really feel like telling on my supervisor
i hate how all these unfold
world, i hate you
i really do
