christmas and my hols just zoomed by
some food pictures
the above 3 are christmas eve celebration at holiday inn
the last is my breakfast this morning!
everyone ALWAYS ask me to switch off their computer after use
mum, bro and maybe dad. i don't rmb about dad though.
it's so irritating. switch off your OWN computer after use. don't ask innocent, kind hearted pearlyn darling to do it for you.
anyway today i had Macs for breakfast.
it did its part in cheering me up
i gotta go do my work soon. and boy, bestie and me totally feel this sucky feeling. i don't know about how exactly hers feels like but i know how mine feel.
its the kind of feeling that you feel as though your hard work is not rewarded and you gave your best but people still put you down. you look around you and realise some people gave worst work but got better comments.
it's the kind of feeling that makes you go "why like that?", "i gave my best, but none was appreciated"
its a feeling of unfairness that you felt you brought upon yourself, a feeling of not being good enough, a feeling of being shot in the head and no one, NO ONE is willing to say, "let me help you"
this post sounds emo and all.
but i say, after this post let me rejoice
maybe after awhile i will realise stepping stones are never smooth
for now, i receive the fact my birthday is widely hated amongst my peers for no one wishes to do presentations on new years eve
its alright.
i knew it'ld gonna be sucky
but i didn't know it would be this sucky.
if you're my friend,
tell me "everything's gonna be alright"
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the above was saved as draft this morning.
anyway, it's time to do my work soon.
had dinner at xin wang cafe. my mum once again ordered the gigantic snow ice desert. the food there really sucks. nothing is nice accept for snow ice which is not fantastic, the papaya soup section and the congee section. the drinks i've only tried ying yong before, hence, i can't judge.
the rest of it sucks
gosh
tomorrow's menu includes broccoli soup. its a must.
anyway, what if... just what if i fell in love with someone.
someone that will probably send jaws dropping
cause it's so so so unexpected
just what if alright.
this is a major period of my life so i won't allow myself to fall in love
umm... i feel all funny inside
gotta go do work now
xoxo,
pearlyn
