sign.
i think i am having like mild depression
seriously
i can just tear when little things go wrong
like chilli spilled or potatoes turning bad
i don't know if i'm stressed or not
cause i don't really feel much pressure
but somehow i feel so breathless about everything happening around me
trying to be a better sunday school teacher
trying to be a better art teacher
trying to be a better student by coming on time
trying to be a more understanding person and daughter
i am trying so hard
but i am slowly feeling breathless
too many changes and with workload and commitments
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this is the 2nd time i've encouraged someone who liked me to win someone else's heart
it's a feeling, maybe you might never experience
the feeling is odd
especially this time round
i wonder why i did not get angry when i realise you cheated my feelings
i wonder what made me so forgiving
xoxo,
pearl
