i feel placed in a time, in a place whereby i need much strength
i never like to verbalise my emotions
say out what i m gg through
it's not easy being the good kid
trying to be understanding, trying to be patient
it's not easy to remain calm
when things are turned nasty against you
my faults have found me no good
i feel instigated by people whom i trust but probably not vice versa
the desire in me adds burden to my shoulders
slowly, i feel a little heavy on the inside
i think the feeling is stress with helpless depression
i know i will get over it
i just need to swallow and move on
i get jealous that snow can wake up each morning, not worrying about anythg. it's such a surreal feeling for me to have that thought.
i know tmr i will wake up with a smile and praise on my lips.
xoxo,
pearl
