some words are like a slap on the face
shit happens. all the time
one after another, i ask myself, when will all these end
i remember her prayers for me
for me to have a good sleep
but i reckon
tonight's gonna be a long night
i forgot when did it began
that whenever there's a conflict
no matter between who, no matter regardless what
i swallow it in and just take things as it is
it's always me. about me. bad me. me change. change me.
i hate to fight back
i hate to reason out
and that's why slowly, i hate to say my inner most feelings
for awhile i need to escape
for awhile i need some air
the load's too heavy for me to carry on
it slows me down to find me back
i put on a new hat of optimism
tomorrow's a new chapter
let worries be bygones
and tear stained shirts be memories
because i learn to listen
i forgot how to speak"the sun rays that waketh me from thy sleep shall marketh the commencement of moving forth"
goodnight cyber world
u hear me well
xoxo,
yours truly
